Saturday, September 23, 2006

IMAGinE

imagine a world without bio, chem and physics
a world without econ or english.

do you see it?

imagine. what if there was no biot-savart law,
or the effing magnetism per se?
wouldn't it be nice not flexing your right hand (or left)
awkwardly like a lame contortionist?
imagine. what about acidity? if pH and pOH never existed,
then would it mean an easier chem and
a lackadaisical geek going about aimlessly?
more or less it should.
imagine. no alleles. no genes. just a fixed genome
every generation. no such thing as possible progeny.
no f1's and f2's. no chromosomal aberrations
no down, turner, klinefelter
goodbye, men with female breasts and widely spaced nippies!
imagine. no supply and demand. no price
no elasticity. no curves and equilibria
just plain ol' go with the flow
no complexities. no thinking twice or thrice.
gawk, it's relaxing just typing it out.
imagine. no pleonasms. and damn oafk.
no thick illegally reproduced books.
hah. skimp grammar. tsktsktsk.
read freelance stuff which make you free.

imagine delightful music filling your mind.
with delightful imagery of the world you hear.
delight. delight.
imagine slacking off and still getting credit for it.
imagine falling down but not crestfallen.
imagine leaning onto Someone
and being proud of it.
imagine being a puppet who has some loose strings.

imagine. see. taste. smell. feel. hear.
maximize intake. and breathe in. out. in. out.

***
premise:
im flunking everything. flunking bio, chem, physics, math, econ, english, filipino, research, computer science, journ, pe, need i say more?
this sucks BIG TIME. and not in a bragging manner, i'm not used to this.
i mean i fail one or two subs, but never all. i'm all crap now. crap as in twaddle crap.
twaddle crap as in detestable-thing-you-would-not-want-to-have. argh.
i'm at the borderline. i'm edged between two sides. this and that.
gray and yawning.
if you have helpful advice you would want to share, please skip some stones at me. beep me.
***
give me life...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

yes i have helpful advice idol ben.

its all a matter of perception.
wag ka susuko! kasi sabi nga ni ma'am o.. if you think you cannot do it, then you've already lost. or something like that.

ok lang yan. lahat tayo nagkakaganyan. pati ako. this is my second worst year in pisay grade-wise (ung worst yung first) at i know i'm only getting what i deserve (naLLDMU na kasi ako). pero after a break, magfufull effort na uli ako.

bsta walang susuko. nandito lang kami sa likod mo. at sa harap at sa gilid. pag kelangan mo ng tulong, eh di humingi ka at kundi kita matulungan ay irerefer kita to someone na matutulungan ka. pero there is this one Person na tutulungan ka parati. tawagin mo lang Siya. :D