At the point of no return

Moonstruck moment in a timeless frame
Surreally frozen yet in truthful reality
Sudden disobedience to an active game
In which rules are of pointless vacuity
Here I am at the point of no return
Looking up at the sun until I burn

To a desperate attempt of resolving uncertainty
Of either thinking twice or moving on
After a restless panting in maximizing liberty
Now coldly suppressed with my pompous con
Here I am at the point of no return
Gazing down at my feet in turn

Sandwiched in a dizzy confusion
What should I do? Should I stay or go?
So I ask from Divinity to guide my decision
To follow my heart in saying yes or no
Here I am at the point of no return
Reminiscing and guessing what I learned and shall learn

In relentless delirium through this shade of gray
Choice by split-second spontaneity
I can neither rewind nor fast-forward time anyway
Everything behind on a steeple of responsibility
Here I am at the point of no return
Doing all regardless of what I yearn

Seven years passed yet still I am here
Is this also a point of no advancement,
Where there is no option but be stuck every year?
So I finally try to try an improvement
Here I am at the point of no return
Brazenly seeking for fate to un-churn

Blessedly gifted with thoughts so shallow
As to take all the time to finally make it out
But I’m grateful enough for not having to wallow
In this totally nerve-wracking self-bout
Here I am at the point of no return
Here I am at the point of no return